I’m so lonely. Ever since he left me its like I haven’t been able to move. Like I move physically. But mentally my mind is in the same place everyday.. In the same dark hole it was stuck in the day before. I want to move on. I want to be happy. But it’s impossible. I want to move on. But I’m scared that once I’ve moved on he will come back.. Then what? What do you do when someone says they love you but they just need time.. And then when you try to get ahold of them they never get back to you?? What if it’s been happening for over a week now..? I know. A week isn’t that long. But going from talking everyday to not talking at all. It’s hard. Constantly worrying if he’s moved on.. Having nightmares that he has.. And waking up with panic attacks throughout the night.. It’s horrible.. And I just wanna be happy again.. :(